Well, I am glad that I did something productive! I had a rather uneventful morning, went on a jog/walk which gave me tons of engery, cleaned, and practiced some of my boyfriend's songs on my guitar. Then, this afternoon I put 7 more visual kei magazines on Ebay! Yay!

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450389647

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450390374

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450391248

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450392194

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450393324

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450394182

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120450394893

(I go back to college in one month. I can't wait! I miss my boyfriend and my friends so bad right now!)

I am selling most of my visual kei magazines since we are moving and I can't take them to college with me. Thus, they are going on ebay in big whopping batches! Lol, well, only in threes so far. :)
 
I would also be happy to sell any to anyone on LJ. I will sell individual issues for $4, and shipping should be pretty cheap in the USA. Let me knowif you want any! ;D I have tons!



alice nine magazines w/poster: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=120437643951

the GazettE magazines w/poster: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=120437648624

More to come, bwahahahaha.....

I miss college so much. I want to go back so bad. I miss my friends. I miss Stockton. I miss the independence. I miss the fun. I miss having things to do all the time. I miss going out at night. I miss pow-wows in the bathroom.

I miss my boyfriend. So bad. I saw him yesterday, but it still hurts not being able to see him every day. It was our 4 month anniversary and he came to visit me. It was so wonderful!

College helped me understand how empty my life was before it. It's a sad thing to realize, but it's true. I love people, I love socializing, I love being independent.

I love the person I am becoming so far.

My dad said summer will go by fast, and I hope it will.

OMG!

There is this guy I see around campus all the time, who LOOKS JUST LIKE A KOREAN, GLASSES-WEARING, BLACK-HAIRED VERSION OF YUKKE FROM MUCC!!!!!! xD It's so epically awesome!!! I really want to take a picture of him, but I'd have to be discreet about it.....don't want to make things awkward.....lol. It's really amusing to me! He's sitting near me in the library right now, and I felt a need to mention it here, to all you MUCC fans. xD (too bad I don't have a Yukke icon lol. I'll have to make do with the smexiness of Miya, yummmm) This boy is so fem and a little girly seeming, lol. But he does seem like a sweetie-pie! Maybe I'll be able to meet him! I wonder if my boyfriend knows him....hmmmm......

Anyway, I hope you all are doing well!!!! *hugs*

*bows head in shame*

I am sorry that I have been lax in posting lately. My life has sped up in the last 3 months and sometimes time flies by way too quickly. But, I am good busy, happy busy. ^^ I really like living here and going to school here, and I love all the friends I have made so far! XD Also........I didn't have as many guy friends in high school as I do now, which is crazy awesome! The past few days have been full of guys; I have been hanging out with my guy friends a lot instead of studying. ^.~

However, finals are over for me! I had one on Monday, one on Tuesday, and then I had one this morning! It is really weird for me to think that this semester is all over and stuff.......I became so used to last semester's schedule, and now it's going to change all over again. But, it sounds like an adventure! XD I will be super busy the first two weeks of next semester though, what with play rehearsals, new classes, and a journalism class that is mandatory for new staff writers. I was talking to one of the RAs of my dorm community, and she told me that there are lots of dances and fun stuff planned for next semester, so I am really excited about that!! Yay! My friends and I are also trying to plan an International Techno Dance Party. XD

I have been listening to so much Korean music lately......it's so awesome! I LOVE Clazziquai!! I haven't been listening to that much Visual Kei at all, but that doesn't mean that I dislike it now. It just means that there isn't any awesome new visual kei music out right now that appeals to me. I am waiting for the new MUCC single though, hehehehe. I didn't like the last DespairsRay single very much. >.< I think it sounded too generic, but that's my opinion. Also, I just don't have the money to buy visual kei magazines like Fools Mate or SHOXX any more, so I am not really up to date with what's going on in the scene, lol. I do have a whole bunch of coupons for Kinokuniya Bookstore now, though, kekekeke!!!! XD But, it's not like I have very much money.......*sigh* I still have to buy some Christmas presents for people. And I really wanted to send a little present to Satoshi, but I don't have the time at the moment. Maybe in the next couple weeks I can send him a letter.....hmmm..... XD

Speaking of boys, I am keeping my options open, but there is one guy I am interested in at the moment.....I just don't want to get my hopes up because I don't want to be hurt and disappointed. My heart starts beating like crazy and my stomach gets all fluttery, like thousands of little wings are flapping inside me whenever I see him. I even wrote him a poem after seeing him play music at a downtown cafe a couple weeks ago.

He just called me!!!! XD

LOL, sorry, I got excited! Um, where was I? Oh yes, the poem. He really loved it and I thnk was kinda touched. ^^ I don't know exactly if he feels anything for me more than close friendship.......I wish I knew, but oh well. He did come to my choir concert after I asked him to, and I had a total manga moment when I saw him come into teh cathedral! XD My choir was seated in the back pews before we were to go on, and as I turned my head towards the doors, I saw him as he just came in. My heart jumped into my throat and I breathily said "He came!", so the guy sitting next to me was like, "Eh? Who came?" It was funny, but such a shojo manga moment! ^.~

Uwahh~~ Gotta pack up my computer!!! Bye darlings!!!!! ^.~

Taken from seraphim_lament:


The first five people to comment in this post get to request a drabble of a subject/character of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal.

Woot woot! When I have time I will properly update this, but as of now, no time. >< Anyway, I will try to write these, if people actually do request them, over the winter break. Thanks and have fun! ^^ Don't request anything too crazy!

WOW. I still really can't believe that I have been in college for about 3 1/2 months already...Time really has flown by! I am busy, so maybe that is part of the reason why the weeks don't seem as long as they used to be. ^^ I do love it here, even though I miss SF and the trail next to my house like crazy. Of course, I miss my family and Scooter. My Dad's cooking is ESPECIALLY missed! The food here is yucky because I can't eat a lot of it. I am going to make sure I have an apartment with a kitchen next year, even if I have to get a doctor's note so I can get one! One of the reasons I am so looking forward to Thanksgiving Break is the fact that my Dad will be doing lots of cooking, and making big batches of food that I can take back to school with me to put in my freezer! Woot!

Anyway, life here has been okay for the past few weeks. Working for The Pacifican (my school newspaper) has kept me busy, but I wrote a rather interesting article about the views most Americans have towards people who are interested in Japan, so please check it out here: http://www.thepacificanonline.com/content/view/1603/2/
It was so cool because one Monday evening a few weeks ago, as I was finishing up working at the Pacifican office editing some articles, the sky darkened dramatically and rain began to pour down. I had my warm peacoat jacket and a scarf on, and I had my duck umbrella, so I was prepared. Now, my school is practically all made out of brick, so it has a very collegiate, East Coast look about it. I let myself out of Southwest Hall, where the office is located, and walked down the cobblestone path to my residence hall. My boots kept my feet warm and dry, and made a satisfying clicking noise when I walked on dry cobblestone. The lights were shining brightly, illuminating the brick buildings and trees all around. I felt as though I were in SF or the East Coast in the 1940s or 1950s. It was so awesome; for some reason, I felt like a true beginning journalist.

I have also discovered the wonderfulness of Kpop and Jpop! XD I know, I know........but, don't worry, I'll never give up my Visual Kei boys! However, the Korean boys of DBSK, Super Junior, and Big Bang are too gorgeous for their own good! And Rain is a smexy beast.........Arashi has some cute songs too, lol. My friends and I want to teach ourselves the dance to DBSK's "Mirotic". That song is so sexy and awesome, a really good dance song!

But, I have been listening to the soundtrack of Kiki's Delivery Service a lot this week.....it is so cute and always makes me cry. I'm feeling homesick, and the songs remind me of home and my childhood, so I get emotional. Also, it's really chill and sweet music to listen to or just have in the background. It makes me happy. ^.^

Boy-wise, I am doing okay. I have lots of friends who are guys, and I am actually in no hurry to find a boyfriend. Yes, I want one, but I'm  not going to whore myself out and get a jerk. I'm waiting to go to Japan, lol. ^^ Satoshi, wait for meeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a gorgeous Asian boy in my choir class who I want to do naughty things to like crazy. I think he knows how I feel, and probably likes it in some weird way. We play eye-contact tag, if you know what I mean, and sometimes I catch him looking at me first. It's hilarious. XD I don't know if I ever will talk to him; I hope to, since he is only a sophomore.  He looks like a Korean version of Miura Haruma, so he is really hott and sexy lol. I love looking at him, so my eyes always travel to the bass section.......nonchalantly of course. ^.~
Also, there is a Lebanese grad student who is UBER SEXY OMG. He has a sexy husky voice and bright blue eyes. He gave me a hug on Tuesday and it felt like I was enclosed in a heavenly fortress. ^^ I am trying out for his play tomorrow, so I hope it goes well! I hope he is at the Artistic Connections meeting tonight so he can read my poetry......

Anyway, I am taking the train home on Monday afternoon to go home, which is so awesome. I am really looking forward to it!!!Tthinking about it is the only way I can get through this weel! I haven't been home for 2 months or so!! I already have plans to go to Japantown TWICE, which is superbly awesome. I plan to spend money and eat good food. ^^ The first time is with my little sister, so I am looking forward to spending some special time with her . On saturday the 29th, two of my friends are coming to my house and we are all going to SF to shop, eat, and get haircuts at the Japan Center Beauty Clinic! I desperately need a haircut.....my hair is bugging me so much right now. >< And I need clothes lol. If my dad can spare the time and money, he might take me and my sister to lunch in SF or somewhere, which would be fun. I just can't wait!

So, yeah, Such is my life at the moment. I am still madly in love with Satoshi and Girugamesh. XD Their new album and DVD are wonderful! I still can't bring myself to use the washcloth though!!

I think I am going to go make my bed and take a rest. I can't remember if I have anything pressing to do.......

Have a great Thanksgiving everyone! *hugs and kisses*

Satoshi, you're quite a pimp!! XD

Check this out!! He looks so cute! ^^  He just posted this in the Girugamesh blog! I can't wait to see the photoshoot!! I love how predatory Shuu looks, lol. Ryo and Nii just look cute and silly. ^.~ King Satoshi, kekekekekeee....I like it!

Edit: ZOMG I LOVE ALMOND M&MS!!!! Especially with Tazo mint tea!! ^^ I was walking back to my dorm room after the Pacifican meeting (my school's newspaper) and I was almost to my dorm hall when I realized that I wanted the tea and M&Ms lol. So, I turned around and walked back to the library! XD Now, I have my tea and M&Ms.....and a scone for later. ^^
Oh, AMBIVALENT IDEAL finally came on Monday and I LOVE IT!! The PV is hott (ZOMG Hazuki is a smexy whore) and the songs are really awesome! I was happy to get it!
UWAHHH LESS THAN A WEEK UNTIL GIRUGAMESH"S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT!!!! XD
Also, I went to a dance show at the Fillmore in SF on Tuesday night! It was crazy! It was my friend's birthday and one of her friends had an extra ticket and gave it to me for 5 bucks. We saw Girl Talk, a mash-up artist and we danced for hours! So awesome......I skipped choir to go, lol. ^^
My first article is in the school paper, woot. But, they don't have me listed as a staff reporter yet....*cries* I will email them about that.
Anyway, Halloween craziness this weekend! I would go as Satoshi, but I dont have a black suit..... T__T Hopefully next year! ^.~ Have fun everyone!!! *kisses and hugs*

By the way, Lollicup is freaking delicious!!!! XD

Edit 2: I found the artcile I wrote for the paper online!!! Check it out here please: http://www.thepacificanonline.com/content/view/1468/3/

Woooooot, update~~~~~~

I haven't written one for a long time! Well, I have about an hour until UOP's production of Rocky Horror Picture Show, lol. ^^ I need to kill time and stay awake! It isn't as hard as I thought it would be. My stomach is all weird, but not because of my sickness. I'm all excited and nervous in anticipation because I met a really awesome guy on Monday who I was hanging with most of yesterday, and it felt kind of special. ^^ I hope I can see him tomorrow!

Anyway, life goes on here at school. I get busy, but it's all pretty fun. I am really active in the Japanese club and I joined the newspaper, which means I get paid!!!! SWEET!!! I really dislike the food, but that's not a surprise, lol. It makes me sick though, so I really need to get a kitchen next year.........

ZOMG ONLY A WEEK AND A HALF UNTIL THE NEW GIRUGAMESH ALBUM COMES OUT!!!! I was looking through my planner yesterday and freaked out when I noticed that!!! But, I am still waiting for my copy of "AMBIVALENT IDEAL" with the PV......it hasn't come yet and I am getting peeved....oh well. It will probably (hopefully) come this week.

Actually, I think I am going to go write something before I go. I feel inspired!!! Love you all!!! <3

WOW. ZOMG. That is some MAJOR Hazuki smexing. Seriously. I want to wrestle him to the floor and just rape him. Oh my goodness.....does he understand what he is doing to us fangirls???? XD That last look at the end.......what a slut. His mouth is so mesmerizing though......mmmmmmmm...............*nibbles on Hazuki*

Yeah, he's the singer for lynch. by the way. He will be in the new Rock and Read which comes out later this month, on the same day as the next issue of OPERA. October is exciting, but expensive lol!!! XD

Woot, I'm going home in a little while! I'm taking buses to the Amtrak station downtown and then another bus to my city, and then I should be home around 4! Yay~! My family is making me gooooooooood food this weekend!!!! I am so excitied! I might go to San Francisco with my dad on saturday, hopefully. I don't know if I should spend the money to go this weekend, but if he is taking me that would be awesome! ^^

Ahhhh~ I just made rice with my rice cooker.......so lovely.....so warm.......rice cookers are the most awesome things in the world. ^0^ It was expensive, but absolutely worth it!

Soooooo, yeah. Such is my life right now. I've been so crazily busy these past few weeks.......I wanna relax this weekend at home! Xd Bye darlings!!!! *still nibbling on Hazuki*

Why won't this quiz thing show up on here........


OMG I am so sick of this group project.......and I'm falling asleep...............>< Why must I stay up until 11 or later doing homework concerning the economy for a class that should have nothing to do with the economy and I have to study for 2 midterms tomorrow!!!! And the 2 midterms are on thursday......and I'm going home for the weekend on thursday after them...... >< Why oh why...........Darn Pacific Seminar class......

One another note, another of my articles is on the website: http://www.209vibe.com/articles/view/351 . Except my editor changed stuff. Again.

Uwahhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~sleepy sleepy sleepy. My roommate doesn't want to talk to me any more for some reason. I try to be so friendly with her but she ignores me. I really don't want to have a roommate next year, and I want a kitchen. Really bad.

I might go to Kwansei Gakuin University in Osaka my Junior year. Or Tokyo............hmmmmmmmmmmmm........choices choices choices.................... Osaaaaaaaaakaaaaaaaa........

Okay, my brain is dead. Good night darlings. ^^ I hope I can pass my midterms..........

ZOMG THE NEW GIRUGAMESH PV LOOKS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    http://monolive.fm/

ZOMG THE NEW SONG IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SATOSHI LOOKS SO AMAZING!!!!!!

*DIES*

HOW CAN I GO TO CLASSES TODAY WHEN THERE IS SO MUCH GIRUGAMESH GOODNESS IN THE WORLD????

I am so happy......I actually keep tearing up when I watch that video......Girugamesh are so wonderful and special to me........Life is so cool sometimes........

I wrote an article for the local entertainment newspaper I'm in the street team for and it was publsihed on the website! Here: http://www.209vibe.com/articles/view/344  Please check it out!! XD What is really funny is that I went to their concert and they are really good! They aren't copying visual kei, but taking it and making something unique. Also, I've become friends with them and I was with them all weekend. XD I'm seeing Haretsu tonight too, lol. I am so happy to make new friends, especially ones who like visual kei!!! ^.~

Life is insane but fun. XD And, oh please, I want a wet Reita SOOO B AAAD!!!!!

I'm going to try to book Girugamesh here in California for a concert sometime next year........the newspaper I write for also books bands, so maybe I can book Girugamesh!!!!!! I'm going to try!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! It would be so awesome!!!!!! They could play in Sacramento or some other big venue here in Stockton....hmmmmm........I'm going to have to do research but I really want to contact Maverick and ask them about it.......

On friday I had a lovely conversation with the guy at the grocery store!! I came in and he recognized me and said hello!!! It was awesome. ^^ He is so cute! I want to go back since I need to get some more groceries, but I hope he will be working......

One Ok Rock are a pop-punk band from Japan, but their music is catchy and they are cute super-young Japanese boys!!!! Kekekekekeke......*nibbles* I like them, lol. Their live DVD is on youtube and so fun to watch!

Okay, I need to eat some more before classes, so I'll be off! Love you all! Take care, ne? Life can be hard, but there is always hope and if I can keep smiling I know I'll be okay.

 It's so weird........the only music I feel like listening to on my iPod at work is MUCC's Houyoku album or Plastic Tree, mostly songs from their Cell album....it is really awesome that my supervisors don't mind! XD It makes the day go by quicker and makes it more bearable. Yesterday, I listened to Houyoku three times straight and then halfway through a fourth time. I must really love it! XD 

I really hate working from 9 to 5.......yeah, I'm making good money, but I get so tired when I get home!!! My dad is worried about me now; he thinks I'm anemic now. Which probably isn't true. I just am not used to constantly working for 7 hours a day and then riding home on my bike, which isn't the easiest ride home. Ah well. I am making money and exercising. I just want all my lost time back.....

I am leaving for college on friday august 22. Way earlier than I expected..... I still have to get my textbooks, a little refrigerator, and a rice cooker, among other things. ^^ 

GAH!!! The mailman is not my best friend anymore!!!!! >.< I ordered MUCC's Shion album, Plastic Tree's Chandelier album, and Rentrer en Soi's new single "Unending Sanctuary" from Cdjapan last week, and my package came on thursday, but my sister was in the shower when it came and couldn't get it!!! (I was at work, surprise surprise). But, he didn't redeliver it today!!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!! So, now I guess it is at the post office, but I have not idea when I'm getting it.......I've realized that my biggest pet peeve is when a package doesn't get delivered to me when it should. For some reason, that pisses me off immensely. 

I really want the Arena37c Special with Uruha on the cover!!!!!!!!!!! UWAHHH!!!! The man  is too lovely! I don't know when I can get it though, since I won't be able to go to Kinokuniya all the time since I'll be at college......I need to order it before I come home to visit I guess. XD Two good things though: OPERA vol. 11 and Zy vol. 41 arrived at Kinokuniya so I will go pick them up tomorrow! Yay!!!! I hope Tsubaki-kun finally gets together with his neighbor. ^^ OPERA is the best manga anthology, hands down. I love it.  I guess I'll have to order those issues when I come home for visits and such.....

If I could choose any man to deflower me, I would totally choose TAKA, from The Underneath. That man is soooooooooo hott! He is tall, manly, older, Japanese, and has such deliciously chiseled features! And his body......yummmmmm.....soooooo fiiiiiiine! I am jealous of all the people who met him at ToC!

Sorry, I'm just rambling.......my brain is much. Too much filing. >< 

I really want to write a RyoxSatoshi fic soon.......fics are piling up in my head like leaves in the fall. I need to write! I need time!!!!!!! 

One of the best Girugamesh songs ever is this one: "虚－ホロウ－" something-hollow. That first kanji looks familiar....hmmm...I love that song so much though. Nii's playing is so wistful and emotional, as is Satoshi's singing. Love it~~~

By the way, my Giru ecobag and screen cleaners are so cute!!! I can't wait to use the bag at college! XD

I am so in love with Satoshi. I was tired and crabby when I got home from work today and when I saw this pic on the Girugamesh blog, my heart melted and I smiled, all thoughts of work and evil mailmen vanished. He is so adorable.



By the way, ROCK AND READ vol. 19 is wonderful. Satoshi's interview is so sweet. I'll try to post some translations soon. I fell in love with him all over again! I wish Miya's interview was longer though....

Anyway, love you all. Sorry that I haven't been posting much. ^____^ *hugs and kisses* 

PS: The new ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION mini-album is so wonderful. I got it at Kinokuniya a few weeks ago and can't stop listening to it. Along with Houyoku of course. XD

 Title: Smiling at the Sun (One-shot)
Author: Ophelia
Pairings: Miya (MUCC)/Satoshi (Girugamesh)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Language and smexy kissing yo~~
Disclaimer: Sadly, these beautiful men don't belong to me...but they belong to each other!
Summary: Miya and Satoshi's first date doesn't start off that great, but it's nothing a few kisses can't fix.